tonight

ODEON (a chain cinema company) near Canada Water ( a tube station)

Harry Potter 5

5.5 pounds for students

wooooohoooooooooooo~~~

soooooooooo cheap~~~

far less than I formally imagined film ticket in London would be

well

now I know it is threatre tickets that charge more

films~

hww..

and I've got a 2.5 pounds discount for the next one

anyway

gonna watch another one

 

cutie Harry

didn't let me down

fantastic

absolutely

really worths it

even for 10 pounds I would still say it worths

better than the previous one about the goblet of fire

but

Serious is dead

sigh

......

 

 

tonight i was invited by my madarin student L to have a dinner with him. spaghetti. he cooked it himself. nice, i should say. then we talked for a long time, freely, about the PGCE, university life, present life...everything. i found he was quite interested in China and Chinese culture, and definitely believed in science (instead of god, religion, something like that). He did martial art, guitar, and even went to open university doing maths and Astronomy. He quitted the full-time job and went on as a freelance(self-employed), which runs quite well at the moment. interesting life. colourful.

 

when he knew that i was going to take PGCE in mandarin, he said:" now you are going to be here for years! become English then~..." hmm...yeah, but maybe not years. i don't know, really don't know, at the moment.

 

let's see what's happening then.

haven't been to Justin's blog for long. half an year actually. so is him. nearly twice every year. ha~

what i want to say is that i'm suddenly shocked after reading his latest article. it reminds me of the life style two years ago: teaching, teaching and teaching. here and there. in the new campus, in the nine-colour-deer school, for those self-taught student. the only impression left to me about the period in my life seems to be the typical weather in Fuzhou, the students, and the new campus. that of study and my own postgraduate class...quite little. what a shame! it is supposed to be my focus.but that is the true situation at that given time in that given place. i believe it is still the same now, with my classmates at home. like Justin. it is not easy to comment on him. hmm...first met him when i was in the third year of university and was definitely astonished by his nearly perfect oral English! just as the feeling of Lucy at that time. in a too high level to reach. and the person as well. but...you can' tell...always... can you believe that they are two of my best friends now? neither did i in 2003. he is really really talkative, like he laughs at himself, quark, noisy. hmm...it is ok actually, not that bad. it is a good and easy-going friend, always makes you laugh, but you may find sad aspects in the next second. so...suitable to talk whatever kind of topics with him. hard to find a friend like him here. and just as he said in the dairy:lonely. yeah lonely. in Britain. in London. life is not easy here, so i try to find every tiny bit of enjoyment. it is a pity that i'm not that kind of pub-socializing girl. and i gradually find that i'm actually not good at socialization. that's why many of my friends are good talkers or share loads of interest with me. because it makes me feel safe. just be a good listner. sometimes i talk a lot. but then i'll lose the mood and feel like strange. strange. me.

 

2004. i've also done some interpretation assistance in some affairs, like, oh, the Manhunt final in Jinjiang. I thought i would never forget it, about the handsome models, about the unfair treatment from the organiser from Beijing, about the 7-day experience with Lucy, Sophia, and lots others. and Shin. what if he can read and understand this little piece of murmuring now? I'm beginning to learn some basic Korean from Jin, the Korean girl in my flat now as language exchange. but the time never reverses back. neither does my life. and ince. he is being so nice to me in the game, the first net game i ever played. and the elder brother i've got in that game. just in the game. that is net life. never continues in your real life. and if i hadn't been to Justin's blog, i believe this slip of memory will still be left aside in a little dark corner. the memory i thought i would never forget. what happens? i'm fooled by the time or fooled by the location? or just nothing?

 

ok. it is 2007 now and the Olympic is even not far away. i've got a sentence that i like very much at present. 'always put yourself at a new starting point.' it is indeed positive and incentive. but, sometimes alone in the room at midnight, memory comes back. overwhelmingly. lonely. and i suddenly find myself that helpless. and puzzled. who am i? where am i? am i the one in the past, at the present, or just for the future? time never runs back, so i have to store them in boxes one after another.

 

identities. maybe it is i who need to be explored on this topic.

28号之前要写完data analysis 一万字发给Anna

Chris家里人重病请了病假,现在换成Anna

唉

到底是给我换了导师还是最后还由Chris改呀

郁闷

换导师明摆着Anna比较strict (阴影啊阴影,我的ethnography 作业redraft的惨痛经历)

不换导师....要是他们两想不到一块去我不就死翘翘了??

难不成让他们pk~~

(纯属想象,怨念)

 

今天RP爆发,终于憋到3000多.唉,路慢慢...

 

还有老师的最后一篇作业...5000...

这礼拜老师火了

生要见人死要见尸

 

so

10000+5000=15000

before 28/07/07

 

那个谁谁谁

拿快豆腐过来...

 

哈哈,

大家请用力倒数

偶下周一晚上要去看电影拉哈哈

哈哈哈哈

昨晚在网上订了最后哈7, 9.99镑

估计发行后一个礼拜能收到

耶耶耶~~~

终于得偿宿愿

哈哈

大家请鼓掌

昨天我生日。

昨天是英国的bank holiday。全面放假。全面为我庆祝。－－纯属臆想，请无视，呵呵。

昨天跟贝贝去sainsbury。挑挑拣拣半天终于还是买了和路雪的冰淇淋。超市的蛋糕看起来让我食欲大失，看起好吃 的绝对不会买。太贵。做人真难～

昨天做了线面煮蛋。居然还能想起宿舍囤积着线面，不错不错。本来是买来作为拉肚子期间专用食品的。看来健康状

况还算过得去，没怎么关注那厮。：）

昨天收到了老妈的贺卡。非常可爱非常粉嫩。：）在妈妈心里永远是长不大的孩子。真好。

 

最近在做PGCE报名。

就是钱啊就是钱～

钱你砸死偶吧～～～

呵呵，我这乡下小地方居然也有人催文 (Lucy姐姐真是有心哪～）

 

貌似确实很久没人踩了，

 

来来来，撒把土先～

 

 

猪~

猪~

猪年终于到拉!!

哇哈哈哈哈~~~

拜年拜年~~

ps:发一大堆照片以兹庆祝

 

上周五.

下午.

两点.

把Chris的作业很郑重的放在Joan的面前.

'Thank you!'

走出秘书办公室.

走出education building.

打电话给老师.

最后的最后

冲向Sainsbury...

哈哈哈哈

终于交~~~~~~了!

电脑瘫痪了近一个礼拜.

今天高手第二次来修,好像大有起色.

希望不是回光返照...

哇~~~~~~~~~~

要修不好就要花一大堆砸死人的硬币买新机子

亲亲...一定要振作....有什么委屈一定要跟偶哭诉,千万不要憋在心里...

俗话说的好

不在沉默中爆发

就在沉默中死亡

......

没一种好的

 

 

大家觉得我4月份就奔去欧洲会不会太仓促啊？7月碰到旺季要贵死人的。。。

犹豫中。。。

就像贝贝说的，为什么天上不掉点英镑下来！？？？

 

……

外甥女在email里说，杭姨，别再迷路啦……

老爸在机场说，万事小心，我们对你有信心……

老妈在视频里说,祝贺女儿抵英满月,一切顺利……

……

 

    仿佛就在昨天。

   

毛泽东爷爷说的好，逝者如斯夫。真是英明。

一晃三个月就要过去了，居然一点都没意识到。一惊之下，果然冷汗凚凚。

一晃就到了圣诞节。伦敦到处张灯结彩，连路灯和道旁的小树都不能幸免。不过――绝对漂亮。路灯顶端伸出的横杆下悬着大而精致的铁制图案，装饰成应景的形状。夜幕下，从路边看去，无数的星星、字母好像就这么一路排叠了下去，一路延伸到天边，划破黑幕，照亮明天。大老板们也非常知机地掺进一脚，把自家店铺楼堂打扮得十足温馨，十足圣诞。招揽顾客之余，不觉也成了伦敦一景。不可或缺的一景。

Picaddily Circus 永远人头攒动，熙熙攘攘。圣诞节的到来就像刚出炉的pie和pizza,引人食指大动，不由自主都要扑过来咬一口。本地的，欧洲的，美洲的，亚洲的……地铁站出口正对的Burger King日日门庭若市，好一派繁华景象。只是苦了做cashier的我，收钱收到手软，跑单跑到腿断。不过话说回来，真的是很特别的经验，特别是当全世界都浓缩到你面前的时候。

舍友们陆续走了。回家的回家，旅游的旅游。超市里的圣诞货品一一粉墨登场。到处都是party的传单。Pub 和 Café 夜夜挤满了人。对门在pub打工的舍友对赖着不走的客人说，“我们要打烊了，明晚请早。”天知道，早就半夜了！……圣诞节真的要到了。有别于国内商家媒体造出来的节日，真正的，西方的，绝对的，圣诞节――要到了。

 

新旧社会两重天哪～～～～～

呆久了new cross乡下地方，今天下午到了金融区跟刘姥姥进了大观园似的。

最震撼的是，有钱人。。。真的好有钱。。。

英国的等级不是说在嘴上的，是表现在无形之中的。那里没一个地方写着‘我们是上流’，可是我们几个怎么看都像是走错门的孩子。。。 本来想混进去HSBC（惠丰）伦敦总部看看，结果才到门口就有个五大三粗的guard很礼貌的上来问我们有什么事。。。

回来的时候发现出轻轨的时候没有check out，过了时限，被charge 了 4镑！～～～ 嚎啕大哭

照相机中途没电了，美美的照片只好以后再从别人那里A来传。

困死了，今天9点就开始打工咯。赶快去周公爷爷那里报道ing...

这个礼拜开始发奋写论文,争取明年一月之前把两篇assignment(一万字...)的初稿弄出来.

so...

现在满脑子都是language...culture...identity...proficiency...education...

晕头晕脑地爬走

 

最近终于通了网络,更新反而没了.不知是不是人的劣根性,得不到的东西越想得到,该珍惜的没有去珍惜.

人来人往,

擦肩而过,

在这个世界上,

谁是谁的救赎?

还是永远

都是孤独的寂寞?

没有人知道答案

因为大家都在拼搏

 

突然间

也许迷惑

但是只能耸耸肩

小小堕落

继续拼搏

 

没有人知道

谁是谁的救赎

 

没工作烦，有工作更烦。

一言难尽。唉~

打工好累~

今天店里缺人，从早上7店干到下午三点。。。。。。

偶还是比较适合当小猪阿。。

just wanna change the topic of dissertation...find it too hard for me

今天要好好学习,天天向上~~~

一定要蹲在图书馆把老师给的材料看完再回去.巧克力(买错了,本来要买彩虹糖的.55)都准备了,饿的时候应急.

 

以后争取周末抓一个北京时区晚上的单位时间上QQ...:)

看到的人知道什么时候有可能碰到我就好拉.

 

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